
In my craft room I have a lot of Tim Holtz products, distress inks and oxides, distress markers, stamps, dies, stencils, embossing folders an a large array of tools including the Stamping Platform, scissors, and so much more.
Imagine my surprise when doing some blog maintenance I discovered the jaw dropping lack of projects added to my blog that are made with Holtz products, despite owning so many! So much so I found myself asking myself some questions, the first was "What the Flock?" or something like it!
I've been a huge fan of Tim, his style and products since I first came across his distress inks not long after I started crafting in 2014. Pretty much not long after I saw that first You Tube video of Tim using Distress Inks, Tim has been one of my crafting constants ever since, I make use of my distress inks and oxides so much as can be seen in the projects I add to my blog, but there is a distinct lack of projects featuring none distress products by Tim like dies, stamps and embossing folders.
Whilst searching my card photo archives I couldn't understand why despite having created cards with some of my TH products I haven't added that many to my blog, and further to that I haven't used even 1/6th of my Holtz Stash! When I asked myself why, I was startled and I guess a little ashamed at my answer. The reason I haven't used the products I buy or added cards I've made to my blog seems silly when I think about it. When I look at projects that amazing people like
Paula Cheney,
Zoe Hillman and
Richele Christensen create and so many of the other extremely talented Tim Holtz Addicts out there, I find myself wanting. I am way too critical of what I make and convince myself that others will feel that way as well, or I tell myself that no matter what I do, I just can't create something as wonderful as the people I admire creatively.
I'm not brilliant, but I am improving all the time, and the last thing I want to be is a "collector" of all things Tim buying his stuff just for the sake of it but never use it. Talking to my husband who popped into Narnia (the name for my craft space) just now, he made the comment that I'm too hard on myself, and that the more I use and play, the better I will become. He's right of course (
but don't tell him I said so lol) its the practice that helps us develop as crafters and NOT letting stuff sit on shelves and never using it for fear of messing it up!
If you mess it up, then find another way to use it or bin it! I'm looking as I type at a big stack of Holtz fueled creations that I've made that
date back to 2015 and I've still not used them, they sit in my 'Maybe Someday box' and their some day has still not arrived! The odd thing is I was really pleased with most of them when I created them, but I just couldn't seem to get the final flash of inspiration that turned them into cards.
I made xmas cards with Tim's dies last year (see above) and I was really pleased with the way they turned out, but did I share them on the blog? Did I heck, not until today, above is an example of one of them. The rest went in the post without my even taking photos! In the above example I used one of the deers from the 'Reindeer Flight' Bigz die, the holly die from the 'Holiday Greens' thinlits set and the Noel word from the 'Vintage Tidings' thinlits set and an assortment of distress inks to colour the deer, holly and background. It isn't brilliant but it didn't turn out half bad.

Back in September and October of 2017 I acquired almost all the Autumn release of Tim's Halloween Sizzix dies release, some of the Stampers Anonymous stamps and an assortment of other TH goodies. Yet aside from the Vintage Spirits words, NONE of the dies and embossing folders in this photo have been used, and I bought others from that release after this batch arrived?! The same has happened with the Christmas release and other releases. Absolutely bonkers!
I really do need to get over this fear of my creations not being as good as someone elses, because at the end of the day it should only matter what I think, right? Yet something in me keeps telling me I'm not good enough, I'm going to have to smoother that naughty little inner demon and cover it with distress ink and spritz it until it gives up. I think there is another part of me that until recently hadn't really found her crafting 'niche', I asked myself what I most like to do and its get inky and messy, I'm happiest when I'm making inky things with distress inks and I love the themes and ideas that Tim Holtz creates.
I've been collecting so many products from different companies with different styles and outcomes that I realised that I've not found my own style, in the meantime my little room is becoming cramped and I have a lot of stuff that I've bought but it isn't really me. I'm botanical, dark and geeky. I love classic halloween colours (purple, orange, black and green), my favourite season is autumn. I have a passion for herbs and 19th century pharmacy styles, love watching shows like American Gothic, Vampire Diaries and Midnight Texas. I adore Cats especially my two furbabies and I like cute stamps which Tim doesn't do, things like unicorns and cutesy animals. As most of what I like I can find in the realms of Mr Holtz I really need to experiment more and keep trying, that's the way I will learn to be better and improve my techniques.